When Love consumes you !

It was an early morning when I woke up suddenly, not really awake and with a heavy head and realised the sun is yet to rise and the moon is about to set. I felt as if I was in the middle of no where, not able to understand what was happening exactly.It was raining, yes it was raining and yet there was a pin drop silence I could feel.I could not recall at all what had happened before I fell asleep. After few seconds, I stood up and tried to walk and when I did so I asked myself, what am I walking towards to, where do I want to go, what do I need and why am I so terrified.It was not a good feeling, a tear rolled down my eye and I felt pain, anger, sadness and discomfort and as I took my first step I saw you standing in front of me like a ray of light and hope.. Even before I could gather my senses and really wake up, my tears turned into a smile and I came running to you, hugged you so tight like all I have got is you and you hugged me back, held me and kept me close to you for a while and there was a sunrise falling on my eyes. I woke up and realised that we had a fight last night. We hurt each other so badly and cried a lot because we thought that this was the end of it. We spoke, we tried and we gave up and sat in silence as well. It was a long night and at some point I was too tired and fell asleep and you watched me sleep. I could remember you whispering something into my ears, something like, "I am leaving". Those words had transformed into a nightmare which took me to a world of sadness. Even it was momentary for a few minutes but I could exactly feel what would it be without you . Neither you could leave nor I could let you go because we never imagined a world without each other. We get hurt, we cry but in the end we can rely only on each other. This is how you feel when Love consumes you. There is a little danger, there is a little adventure. There is passion and there is acceptance. When Love consumes you, you feel that fire which can either burn you if you go against its flames or it can give you warmth, heat on those cold snowy days. Being in love is different but when love consumes you, you feel different. you feel complete, you feel divine.